talk about love

yep I m in love, in relationship now. But wait, I never tell anything about him in blog. why ar? ** ok tipu tak pernah cerita. anyway, I had enough of my past relationships and I think you guys should read Hamis Zalikha's entry about 6 things to consider before you publish your love life online. And yes, I made a mistake when posting those jiwang entries, emotional entries, gambar sakan dalam blog and fb, bila putus, mak aih sesak napas weh nak delete balik. hahaha so I learnt a lesson which is, never ever expose your love life on fb or blog or anywhere. in case you dont end up together, malu wey. hahahaha.. nanti orang kate itu hari pung pang pung pang kau lah satu2 nya jejaka idaman kalbu la, pikachu, i choose you lah, I sayang you ketat2 sampai you sesak napas la hape la, tup2 putus. apo nak jawab? suko hati den la! den punyo blog/ facebook! kau sibuk apsal? nak gaduh ke? pukul bape? kat mane? set! hahaha ok tak kelakar.

so I would rather play safe. But I will of course, exposethe relationship if it is convincing. I still consider being engaged to si folan as not convincing, though. coz you know, married people can also separate, kan? what more engaged? tipulah if I say I dont want to share bout who stole my heart and whatever sweet things he did, perempuan mesti nak cerita2 kan... haha.. tapi tahan aje la dulu. ada jodoh, insyaallah ada. takda jodoh, redha ajelah. most important thing, dont put too high expectation in relationship takut kang ape2 jadi frust menonggeng pergi gantung diri sendiri lah ape lah kan.. but I admit I like berangan kawen2, amik photoshoot kawin... added with kawan2 sume pakat nak bertunang la kawen lah... tinggal lah daku seorang diri bagai melukut di tepi laptop. orang lain yang nak kawen, kita pulak yang excited pergi carik pelamin la baju pengantin la hape la. so pathetic. hahaha..

tak kisah la nak bertunang ke nak kawin ke, janji jangan rahsiakan daripada keluarga sendiri macam sesetengah orang, sudah la. ade ke bertunang tapi adik beradik sendiri pun tak tahu. belajar agama tinggi2 tapi letak dalam garaj gamaknye haha. dulu duk pung pang pung pang sangat kalau bertunang hanya keluarga terdekat je layak tahu, tak perlu hebah2 kan. ini sampai giliran kau bertunang, adik beradik sendiri pun tak tahu, ape kes kan? mazhab sape yang kau sebut2 hari tu? mazhab mane pulak yang kau amalkan hari ini. jangan tahu cakap aje ok? walk the talk la bhai.

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